Everything is Going to Change

Today is twentieth December, because it's a half pass twelve now. I have already felt better after 4 weeks, however it's still something annoying me.

At present, I don't know how to describe this circumstance. The feeling is like asphyxia in a black hole. Maybe I'm just feeling lonely, moreover the best friends is going to another city or coming back to Tawan. For this reason, I went to many places with friends who would leave. It might be a destiny, God wants me to study hard and it's time to do it.

I know it's ridiculous, but I really need some inspirations to encourage me now. In the new school, the best friends are going to be lost and lost. At the end of the session, including my friends and I, we didn't like to make friends at this period, because the classmates were changing very quickly. Sometimes, we just made good friends, but they would leave next week?! It let me frustrate.

It's not a good habit, I know, but...... maybe I have to change this phenomenon. Please give me any suggestion, if you have any idea. Anyway, It's 1:27AM, I have to go to bed, in spite of I am reluctant to go to school. I will be brave to face my future. It's my responsibility.